Sunday, July 15, 2007

Im tired.
Very tired.
Not physically; its emotional.
Tired of putting on that big facade.
Just so not to let you all worry.
Thats my way of showing you all my love.
You all who have once brought me happiness.

But why must you all just take that for granted.
And just carry things alot further.
Unknowingly plunging that knife right into my fragile heart.
Broken and in the midst of recovery,
Weak and incapable of taking any more hurt.

To think that for at least once
you guys had my total trust.

Lonely, empty.
Yearning for that companion which left me a million years ago.
That past promises,
All broken.
Hurt.

Let me just get over it.
What doesnt kill
Makes me strong.

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