Sunday, May 27, 2007
The talk about unis and scholarships are just going on and on and on.. Just like before.
The feeling of inferiority; all-too-familiar.
How can that be?
I thought that girl has emerged from all that emotional turmoils, strong and superior.
But it is not to be.
Those feelings are coming back to haunt her.
Suddenly that urge to self-improve is just so strong, so so strong.
She doesnt want to feel inferior.
She doesnt want to feel lousy.
She knows she's not. Neither of them.
thats why she needs time. Alone. For self-improvement. For inspiration. And motivation.
Decided that she would reduce the number of commitments she has been burdening herself with. She needs rest, time and family.
Ill leave after this project. Hopefully I will turn back only when time permits and things have changed for the better.
*still missing
after so long embedded in between at 3:28 PM
