Saturday, November 12, 2005
Fate brings people together. Somehow I refuse to believe this kinda things. but yea yea. realised i dun meet people just like that. u know somehow, i realisd the people whom im closest and feel the most at ease with, are people who are not under the same system as me - for eg not in my class etc. esp here in tjc.dunno why.
some1 some1. kill me pls! i have been sratching myself at night again! today i woke up with bloodied fingernails once again! man! damn those nails! bah~ i remembered those wounds started at sheares bridge early this year. just before i entered scg 12. now , about 1 year on. and they r still there!!!!
just because my defiant self have resisted to my body's white blood cells and refuses to let me heal normally. Every night, scratching and scratching and infecting. bleahs~ how am i gonna get well man.
damn those scars. I still want body beautiful. nah. nah. no such luck already. embedded in between at 6:06 AM
