Wednesday, February 02, 2005
oh my..Tj makes me so confused.one day i feel so happy with my og.another day its dashed with the introduction of planB or the SCGs.one day we all wanted plan A.another day, we all vetoed for plan B.Ironic eh.one day i feeel so glad and happy to be in OAC.another day i just feel like quitting the hell out of OAC and leave those idiot xtras there.somehow the snrs make me wanna stay.
another day again, i was so confident and excited about Renaissance 2 ex-co elections.another day i start questioning myself why the hell i joined this.and why the trouble. another day im so glad i came for the experience.another day again, i hate myself for putting myself through all those anxiety.
the bone of contention is still oac.i love it to the core when its just oac family plus the oh-so-lovely seniors. but when the xtras come in, when the family gets super big..i cant stand it.and now my mortal suspects me of being her angel.that means she wont tell me much anymore then. she msg-ed me to ask me.cos i knew her real-life. sad right.
and the guy im idolising turns super fierce but super friendly on another day.so in a dilemma....
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