Wednesday, September 08, 2004

ooh..how long have i not blogged...its been yrs..ooh
rather pissed off today..i dunno why but i cant seem to click with certain pple who seem to be in my clique of frens.. the way they talk pisses me off very much..i think they shld know who they are... i shant go into specific details cos they go on the net often and might come across this.. i just VERY PISSED..it got better when me, simone,hailing ,jiamin and wanting went to pastamania in toapayoh,..its cool..we ate the cozze and this spaghetti thing....it';s 6+.. but i was very full..simone also very dramatic huh...we fight over the foo d and drinks..haha..

i've been listening to eng radio recently and the songs rock man!! there's glory of love which is oh-so-nice, maroon 5's she will be loved which i first heard in church.... and the avril lavigne's ones...they're damn cool..chinese songs these days dont seem as nice though..listening to FIR's cd now...which my sis says have a toothache...in the way faye seems like she screaming...

i was supposed 2 do chem now but...yes im here..stupid...i realised chem prac can be very complicated after mrs wong's lesson 2day..i know i must not screw up chem...i want 2 do well for it for L1r5 and also not to disappoint mrs wong...and also mrs low...we wanted 2 buy present for them...but the studying was quite intense then..we decided...studying hard now would be the best present to them...
i think i met the best bunch of teachers in sec 4 esp mrs wong and mrs low.. and come to know of their passion for teaching the most..im inspired!!! i want to serve the teaching world like them...ur....i got selfish reasons..i still want 2b an entrepreneur.... im a crossroads..the desire to serve and also to fulfil my own wants...am i being too selfish 2 think of myself only...sometimes..

i wanna go canoeing after o's....and work....perhaps..im just gonna play my heart out...

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