Wednesday, April 14, 2004
we had cme with mr tan today.
i was called up to share any individuals who have made an impact on my life.
guess who i talked about: yin har and ms phua
you must have guessed by now that yin was my best friend back then. she listens to my woes.offers solns. and stands by me.
i really have no other forms of contact with her now.
yes i know she's in st nics and i have her phone no.
we're drifting apart...tt's all i know. and the dist is really BIG!
from the way i described how she made an impact on me.mr tan had to guess tt 'she' was a guy. according to him, only guys offer solns to prob. gals only need listening ears but when a girl confides in a guy.he thinks she wants him to help her find a soln.
tt set me to think. yes tt's the way guys and gals handle prob now.
mr tan said guys would go hide in a corner and think of a soln to his prob.he'll only come out when the prob's solved.
and tt i agree. guys have this certain ego.mr tan said it too. but actually guys always say girls are troublesome. but arent they too.
anyway guys and gals are just so diff. god made us differently.
mr tan said he received a birthday card once which had a crab on it. it means he's heng xing . tt is cocky. it's more like the ego i think. sth every guy might have. and tt's not all.gals have them too. i have a pride and my ego. tt's why sttimes im seen as unsociable. tt's just us.
why's life so complicating. cant i just lie down and drift along a river in thailand bangkok ( chao phraya river.tt's what im thinking of right now) and just look at the vast deep-blue sky. allowing the breezes to caress my cheeks. allow the cool wind to play with my hair. why cant life just be all about these.why.
i just came to the conclusion tt guys just solve things differently. any guy who reads this. tell me whether this is right. is it the ego. or sth else. this is just from a gal's point of view. embedded in between at 7:48 AM
