Tuesday, April 13, 2004
i'm so GONNA CHANGE MY WHOLE BLOG OUTLOOK!!!!!!
it's kinda........monotonous...
anyway where's the time.Some pple even stopped blogging. perhaps i should too. but kinda addicted here for a while now. it's sinful to be even addicted to the net actually when im supposed 2 do things which are much more constructive.
it's Easter ytd!!! received easter eggs as gifts and a hot-cross bun from sch. i think it means to signify jesus' resurrection after he sacrificed himself on the cross on good friday. i think tt's the symbolism.
anyway today's chinese midyr sux totally. my eyelids were so heavy when i was doing the bao zang bao dao.i could fall aslp anytime man.. wanted 2 do the ji xu wen but i totally have no confidence in doing well and i was sneezing all the way thru the whole exam i guess my brains are in cold storage.i would prefer 2 use them more thru the whole exam but im totally not able to.. ai..
paper 2 was worse. alltt i mugged for didnt come out!!! it was last yr's syllabus!! there was zhen zuo.. and xia ai which is so damn retarded cos the compre had the phrase in it.. and yeh.. i was doing the compre and slping at the same time.. and trying new compre strategy. so lets see how it goes..
and yeah im so gonna fall aslp so i better go slp now..
wait ok..blog i'll change your outlook soon k.. tt bill clinton's string out at me and so yeah.. ill hurry
"Easter
As the world sings triumphant cries to heaven over death that You conquered, help us, Lord, tomorrow as well, when the dresses are put away and the candy is all eaten and on with life we go let us not forget.
The celebration of Your Resurrection over death is a celebration of life that should continue well beyond the sunrise service and the music, rehearshed for days prior; it is beyond the sign of spring beyond the lilly beyond new lambs grazing in open fields.
Resurrection is a daily celebration over fear; man's greatest and most powerful enemy. Fear of tomorrow, fear of our yesterdays, fear of what shall become of our young our old our unborn. Resurrection is replacing fear with physical action.
This alone, the most touching and profound of Your signs that fear is dead and belief in You brings, not just hope but life.
What better living parable could You have brought? All fear death. All. Even in the garden, You took on our fear if for only moments, it was as real as our fears can be real and You knew then that this single enemy must be destroyed.
And, You sacrificed Your life, leaving those who had been comfort, and follower; You left them behind, to conquer fear.
I shall cling to this now, and the tomorrows given me.
Peace and Thanksgiving lifted unto You.
Amen."
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