Tuesday, March 30, 2004
ya ya.. ytd was caught in an emergency.. n i just simply not able to tackle a difficult situation calmly..
i revealed so much info in public.... n it's cos im too gullible??? or pure innocence?? ya right..
and yes im really 2 gullible.. even ads can make me believe them.. haix
and i;m struggling 2 much.. i hate this kinda situations cos i feel i dont know how 2 show concern esp to those who arent tt close 2 me.. but actually what the heck man right.. just show ur concern and helpthe most u can right..ai..i gu4 lu4 2 much....
n yeh ..im reflecting on whether i shld be so hostile 2 acquaintances esp the obs watch-mates who seem so friendly..im keen to get to know them better..am i too shy or do i have this pride..but actually what the heck right.. u want 2 make friends u have 2 give first b4 u can receive right... haix.. life is just a mess.. i dunno the proper ways of being a nice person.. ihave the heart but the ways to express it is just simply beyond me.. some life lessons available.. any???
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